If you can call an 11 hr day easing back into work..well then I eased yesterday.
Nothing over 15lbs was lifted, I swear, and I think I did surprisingly well considering the hoards of people pulling on my skirt for attention.
The funny thing in all of this is how horribly behind I am, and how overwhelmed I SHOULD be... but I am not. Must be in some state of denial.
For now anyway, I'm managing to rest when I can, throw in a little escapist Kauai research here and there, field the work emergencies when needed, and pretend there aren't screaming deadlines rushing my way.
Feeling pretty ok, thanks for asking.
Who knows what I'll be saying when the reality sinks in.
4 comments:
It may just be that you are just taking in that there are more important things (like your health) than those deadlines. There will always be another deadline. Or it may be you are in denile.
I am glad to hear you are doing better. Hopefully you will not have to have anymore major surgeries anytime soon. I mean you only have so many organs.
I'm so glad you are doing better. Maybe you have learned to handle the stress in a healthier way? Maybe you are in denial, but won't ever come out and life is good. Your in-box will always be full, no matter what, just do what you can and take care of yourself and remember we all think you are AMAZING
Maybe it is just the reality that there is only so much you can do and the rest just has to be let go? Research Kauai why?? That's what stood out for me actally. Planning a trip?? Or just wishing?
Naah, I say its denial!) Who ever said that was a bad thing, thats how I live, its AALL GOOOD!!
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